So I have a question for you all. I have BPD, anxiety, and depression.
There is a very serious issue I have with memory. I hate to be graphic but there are certain sexual things that I've apparently done with guys in my past that I don't remember doing. Like I swear on my life that I didn't do them. But after having conversations with them, seperately of course, they confirmed that I did. They were not cohersed into saying these things. They said them on their own. I would remember if I did certain things with them, but I don't.
It makes me feeling absolutely lost.like really lost and confused. I've looked into the possibility of dissassociative disorder, but I truly believe I don't have alters. I do act differently at work, then I do at home but it's not to the extreme of having an alter.
I'm just so confused.
Any one who can offer any thing. ...please do