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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic
Well it's not really your fault but I do get the sense he's trying to push you out of your comfort zone because he thinks you're ready to move on to better things both socially and work wise...but I could be wrong. One of the final steps in dealing with certain situations is being able to help others though the same thing. It's possible he thought you were ready....
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maybe this is true. i think he was starting to push me because of what i mentioned a few weeks ago regarding my financial situation and my plan. i just feel really confused about everything and not sure what to do about any of it. job...friends...my apartment..school. i feel like its time for things to change but i dont feel ready. all of this boils down to my fear of my disability being taken away. and my thoughts of having to end my life if that does happen.
anyway... i will see T on saturday.