I cut on my thighs, and I have for about 2 months now. It's getting worse and I'm running out of room on my thighs for it. I told my parents about it, and they kind of coerced me into saying it was for attention, I guess to make them not have to think about it. I'm just so lost and I have no idea what I'm going to do once I'm out of room.
I cut for kind of weird reason: I hate feeling emotions, especially the really strong ones like sadness and happiness, anger, things like that. The pain gives me something else to focus on. I've learned from experience it's not a good thing to get too into emotions, because it all hits me at once and I just lose it.
Any ideas/advice?
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