Oh peaches, you have such busy dreams moving from one upset to another. Your brain is putting you in different scenarios like this because you have so much unresolve from your past or whatever has traumatized you.
How about taking these dreams and seeing what questions they keep asking?
For example, when people try to help you it's never the right help, or fit for your needs at the time, do you see that?
You seem to lose things, they are just gone alot do you see that? That is sudden loss that your brain never figured out how to process and deal with so you learned to help yourself with that.
How old are you? Because if you are pre, or in, of through menopause you could be having night sweets. Sometimes if a woman is using birth control that can cause night swets too because that affects a woman's hormonal balance. (I hope you are a woman right?). Also, you may need to have a blood test to check your hormonal levels. See if the medications you are on are affecting your hormonal levels too. AD's like Zoloft can affect hormonal levels.
I am sorry you are struggling with sleep, I have that challenge too. I do what they say not to do, I sleep with the TV on. My brain is so active at night, especially if I experience a trigger or activity is happening in my never ending lawsuit. I don't get the swets, I tend to get bad post traumatic chills and I have to sleep with a heating pad as that often keeps them at bay, but not always.
I have not read of many who struggle with PTSD that have a problem with chills like I do. Reminders of my trauma can bring them on and the worse the reminder the more severe they get. A lot of trauma happened on my farm where I live so I live with a lot of triggers all around me.
Anyway, enough about me, keep writing your dreams out and see what questions they are asking, your brain is trying to answer these while you sleep. As far as being late is concerned, work on making a daily decision that you do your best and if you are late so be it, it isn't the end of the world.
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