Dear T

I don't want to see you today. I look so ugly. I'm breaking out all over my face. I don't know why. But I look so ugly right now, I don't want people to see me. And I don't want to talk. I'm tired. My mind is tired. I can't really think. Maybe I've given up?
Last week you talked about that I do my homework, but that I do it for you and not for myself. You were right about that. But how can I do the homework for me. I can't believe that it can help me, others yes, but not me. And I just don't care. I don't care about me. I don't care about anything. I just don't care. It's just how I feel. I don't know what to do about that.