I've never had. Job more than a year. My most recent one was an absolute disaster and I went manic on the job and blacked out. That was 6 months ago and I'm still laying in bed doing nothing g with myself. My boyfriend barely makes enough to pay the bills but I'm not ready yet. My family constantly calls me a loser because of this. Every day I deal with my asshole family then I come home to my own bed, back where I Always am. I wanted to look I to getting disability but that takes 2 years and I cant wait that long without income.