i want to cry! i want to scream and to cry! i'm waiting on a phone call from someone i don't want to talk to!!! i dont want to!!!!!!!!!

why is this so hard - why do i let this person scare me so much!!! i hate feeling this way!!! i hate it!!!!!!

WHY!!!!! i want to hide!!!!

i hurt myself because of this person

i don't want to talk to her

i hate her..............i hate her.................i hate her....................

i dont know why she has to act like she does

i'm so scared of this call! now i just have to wait and wait and wait....

i can't handle all this....why can't it jus be over! its a stupid thing - if i told you you'd laugh .....it's really not a big deal....

but i hate her!!!!!

i just want to feel safe and protected!!! i want to hide!!!