The wave of Euphoria is here!
I haven't felt like this since... the beginning of July???
And then after that it got really really ugly.
I was paranoid
I was angry
I was filled with rage and lashing out
I wanted to die just to get the thoughts and feelings to stop
And they put me on lithium
and they put me on seroquel
But the lithium gave me some awful side effects
So they decided to lower my lithium and increase my seroquel
and in the span of a week and a half they have cut my lithium from 1500mg/day
to 900mg/day
Although the have increased my seroquel from 100mgs to 400 mgs/day
But could the decrease in lithium be the culprit of this euphoria???
I'm not complaining, I like it.
I'm listening to my favorite songs and I feel the music coursing through me
I feel so good, so alive, like I can do anything and f*** what anyone says
It's hot, I'm sweating
I'm drinking a hard root beer. Just one. And it's good.
I feel sexually alive. I'm gonna jump my hubbys bones tonight.
I feel bad because some of you are depressed
But I wanna soak this up because I know this time of year, a crash is right around the corner.
Rawr
Time to clean.