Yea sometimes I'm on the inside but at times have not a lot control of what is said or done. Hence, the brain moving before the body and vice versa. We don't need to remember everything but certain things should be remembered that are not when on the inside like that. Basically you want to get every alter to talk so that you know those times when you don't know about what all happened speaking only about trauma. The main problem for me is thinking about something then having it not done because a bunch of things happened in between causing a switch.