Thanks. I experience way to much and i suffer mentally from way to much. I experience depersonalization alot and get paranoid at random. Like last night i woke up all paranoid in the middle of the night. Its a really weird feeling to its like your so confused that you want to run and cry to somone cause you have no idea whats going on anymore. And i get this weird rush through body that doesnt go away for a few minutes or so i dont even know How to describe it. This life feels fake at times. And im so drown into my thoughts i literally feel like i live in my head most of the time.