So he finally contacted me. He apologized for saying I was resistant. He said he didn't realize until after he said that that I have a lot of good coping skills. He told me that he also realized it really upset me and he tried to give me time to address it. I rejected it because I felt like I was being put on the spot and was afraid of having a break down. But he said I could address any of my issues in group, even issues with him. He said it would allow the other members to help me out. Oh, and he apologized for not getting back to me sooner.

He still shouldn't have said I was resistant.

So we have a one on one scheduled for Tuesday. He said it would be a good time to learn about boundaries (mine, his, the groups), to talk a little more about what happened this week, and to get to know each other a little better.

I'm nervous though about the one on one. I'm sure nothing will happen, but I haven't been alone in a room with a man, closed doors, for 15 years...besides my fiance of course. My anxiety is going to be high. It's during the afternoon at least. And I think the other offices will have people in them at that time. Group goes from 6-8pm so the building is empty when we leave. And he is married with 2 kids. Plus he knows I don't want to be touched. I just need to tell myself that everything is going to be okay.