When my pdoc increased my AD Monday she said that it would be 5-7 days before I felt anything and that I might have only a tiny response for some time, like noticing I smiled once in a day.

Yesterday my therapist thought my speech sounded better but I still felt the same.

Today I've continued my too-tired-to-move-from-bed routine (which is really weird because this AD is very stimulating normally especially with this much of it) and while I've not gotten dressed or done anything except feed my cats and myself I think that I might feel just a tiny bit better.

I'm a long way from taking that seriously; I've responded slightly to various other med changes in 9 months and it never did much for more than a few days and I know that there is no more increasing my dosage. This is it for this med and really for all my current meds. I'm not even really seeing this as a sign of hope yet, just taking notice that perhaps something is a little different.

Whether that is really true or whether it remains here tomorrow is another story but for tonight there is a maybe when maybes have been few and far between.