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Originally Posted by ak482
Yes the term disease is harsh, but applicable in my case. I have yet to find anyone on a dating site who would date a virgin my age. As a male, the stigma is worse (I can't say I'm a man since a man my age has had sex). Sex is the only thing that will make me happy & make me feel something like a human being & not some plague.
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Yeah that sounds like a really narrow view. I can sort of understand since a grand romance and intimacy has been the one thing I've wanted most since I was a child. Even as a kid I fantasized about dating girls -- weird for a boy I know. And when it never happened I got more and more depressed. When I graduated middle school I was disappointed. When I graduated high school I was depressed. When I graduated college... hah. Now I'm pretty sure it'll just never happen. But at some point I realized that I probably idealize sex too much -- it probably wouldn't even stand up to my expectations.
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