I'm so happy this question is being discussed! I stress out about money all the time because my manicsill are so damaging. We just almost lost our house because I spent so much money on horse stuff!! Absolutely ridiculous!! And then I lie to cover because I'm so embarrassed!! If I wouldn't have done the manic spending we would be sitting so good financially. Like we would have our house paid off and more than a years worth in savings. I get so anxious and beat me self up over retirement and our credit is totally screwed do to me😒