I just tried to call my p-doc and she's on vacation. I have never felt like this. At lunch, I literally got lost coming back to the office and panic set in.

I'm just trying to get through this w/out prozac eventually. I have a book on how to decrease and wean off of antidepressants.

Maybe I forgot to take the 10mg this morning of Prozac. I was on 50 mg. I only really need the Adderall each day and this has been working for the last few weeks until today.

I shouldn't have done this though without talking to my p-doc. I can't see her now until August 16th.

I don't want to think about what T would say right now about all of this. I'm thinking he would be disappointed with me