I am so sorry that you are having to wait such a long time to get into the psychiatric program. Are there any local support groups you could contact? I had to wait for a long time to access the help I needed, I understand how you must be feeling and although I can tell you that sooner or later something willl change for you, I know that those words mean very little to you right now.

PC helped get me through the long wait for treatment, knowing that I had a safe place to vent and whinge.