well the aspects of schizophrenia namely "hallucintaions" can make it seem as though that is occuring, although the medications they offer they dont know about fully, and ive never heard a psych-doctor warn me about side effects. in fact the one time i allowed them to double drug me i developed distonia and degeneration in my neck.

after that ive insisted that i control my dosage and i will look up any drug they want me on. THough im on 250mg of clozapine at night, which helps reduce the voices greatly, my psychologist wants me on 300-500 per night, but im a heavy smoker and at 300mg i was getting near heart attacks and shortness of breath.

if you can keep your head straight around them they wont respond with force. its if someone panics in the ward that they strap you down and sedate. it seems evil but they do it for safety. after the first few months of these attacks, i have been able to mostly handle them rationaly.