Perhaps I understand now what you were referring to as the elephant in the room. Get over yourself okay? If you saw love in my eyes when I was looking at you, it was coming from 15 because now that you're back - she's remembering grandma's understanding and caring of her and you know that you are the age now, that grandma was when I was 15, and, yeah. I haven't explained that yet have I. That's what was so healing last time. 15 was feeling her feels and soaking it all up. It didn't have anything to do with anything else at all.