Hello. It does sound like some type of anxiety to me (maybe GAD?). Anyways, for a lot of people, anxiety causes them to feel depressed with suicidal thoughts. I suggest to tell your therapist, whomever, about your anxiety that has caused you to feel depressed so they treat both, but mainly the anxiety if that is what is causing the depression.

I am on Lexapro, and it has really helped with the generalized type of my social anxiety, but only slightly for my GAD. Zoloft was a mess for me, making me feel too tired all the time. Anyways, ask me anything if you need help .