It's fine. I understand that this particular page can be slow.

Thanks. I know I would be considered highly-functioning, probably Aspergers.

So here's what happened:
About 6 months ago roughly, my pdoc asked me if I thought I had autism. I stated no, because I knew I wasn't like my cousin who has severe autism, or really like my dad's gf's kid who has mild autism with a probable intellectual disability. I can relate to my dad's gf's kid a bit.

Anyways, she didn't bring it up our next meeting, but the one after at she brought it up again. Again, I said no, still thinking the same thing, but we went over the DSM V criteria and we both thought I probably don't. But then I started realizing things like I normally do after being asked if I have something. "Has my social anxiety just been one problem from a bigger problem? Is there something bigger going on?" So I was looking up stuff about it

Another session went by and she didn't mention anything, but the session after that she asked me again. I said that maybe I do, because why would she bring it up so many times and not think that? I have done many ASD quizzes online, and I have scored in autism ranges. The AQ test I scored around 40. So she did this session with my mom privately about my childhood to see if I had autistic tendencies.

She told my mom that it didn't seem like I did at the end of this session. I didn't realize she said that until now. She told me that my mom didn't want me tested for a few months. So I was like "weird, but okay then."

So now I am confused if my pdoc thinks I do have ASD or not.

It wasn't lame. Sorry I wasn't clearer. I hope this timeline helps explain stuff more .