How dare she tell me I am not appreciative of what others do for me, to judge me for not being successful like her, think that I do what I do on purpose and I'm like this cuz I don't try 'hard' enough.

I try as hard as I can. But it's never good enough for her.. never.

I give up. I can't do it.

I am so mad and angry. I hate her.

No wonder why I never went on that family holiday... I can't be around her yet alone be trapped on a plane with her and then spending a holiday with her..

arrrggghhhhhhh

Can't do this anymore.