I haven't been in here a long time. I broke up with the love of my life a month ago been together for 10 years due to drama bad drama one sided relationship. I don't hate him always will love him. I've been friends with this guy whom I've met this past July he reached out to me after he saw the crap my ex posted online asking if I needed to talk.

We talked he helped a lot I wanted to trust him and I can trust him. I've been texting him like everyday talking....flirting went to his place last night there was no sex at all just hanging out showing me his cooking stuff. He's so intelligent and sexy I got so turned on by his intelligence. He just turned 42 divorced with 4 kids lives with ex wife and the kids. I enjoy his friendship and conversations when I'm around him I get so giggly and smiley. He said if you ever need to talk I'm here for you.

He's not looking for anything he has his own crap to deal with and I'm not looking for anything serious or a relationship. Thing is he has minor kids I'm not interested at all in the white picket fence I don't want kids at all. He's a single dad I notice quite the difference with single moms he does mention his kids now and then but moms can't seem to shut up about the kids not talking about grown kids. Dads don't go on and on like moms do.

I didn't date much in my life I'm 29 kinda clueless on dating and the cues being given. So yea stuff I should know what are these odd feelings? My friends are like yea something is going on.