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Originally Posted by veiledregret1234
After almost 20 years of anxiety and depression, I'm currently on my way home to be with my family as we suffer through my youngest brother's suicide. My heart is broken, I've struggled with suicidal thoughts for as long as I can remember. After all that I feel like a terrible sister for not seeing the pain he was in. I feel responsible, I don't know how to process this. He was so kind and wonderful, he deserved so much better than this.
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I'm so sorry for you and your family veiled. I'm sure it's going to be hard for a while.
I know that you know that we can't ultimately be responsible for others. Unfortunately, knowing that doesn't help much. If you have any spiritual practice in your life, this would be the time for it.
- vital