I have started a new job and it's really stressing me out, it feels like it's one of those plate spinning tricks you see on TV and I have about two of them spinning really wobbly like and the rest have crashed on the floor. I'm just getting tired of trying to be tottally honest I always just seem to screw it up. I just wish I could kind of withdraw from the world. I'm always feeling exhausted lately and I'm just tired of being tired. My diet and exercise have slipped lately which is probably not helping either and I have to work with a couple of really negative people.