I'm now in a full on depressive state at a crucial time at work for my bosses.

I do not feel I will make it as I have no support or safe place. I am skipping events involving people, crying nonstop, have a pest infested room - so not sleeping, and/or exercising. This plus my massive commute to and from work every day and residual breakup pain has pushed me to the brink. I feel done.

I followed my old care plan by reaching out to build a support network but was turned away by therapists due to their gripes with my insurer about rate. I have. no other options.