Thank you. Thank you so Dog on a Three and LauraBeth so much. I... feel better reading this and you are right (it's hard to swallow) I had accomplishments and that she loves me. The inner voice fights so much against it.

Sorry ThunderBow, it's not anything you did but I, but the part were you called me an spoiled bart hurt. Hurt a lot. So I must ask: What I had done to be an spoiled bart and should stop it immediatly?