Since a very young age, I was physically and verbally abused by boys/men that I began to have relationships with. Since then, I am very scared to show my true self..when I do, I have only been torn down by the horrible things they stuck in my head. My most recent relationship ended pretty badly, just like the rest. They all seem to end because I can't express myself properly or when I do, the person tells me that I'm not the type of women they want...I have always told myself that I will never be good enough for anybody and this is why all of my relationships have failed miserably...but in reality, the problem was I wasn't finding a guy good enough for ME. I do not just say this to say that I'm better than everyone else, I say this because I know it is the truth. The boys/men that I tried to hold on to and make happy all were abusive, liars, manipulative, and insecure. I guess there's something that draws me to broken people like this because I am broken myself(we all are, just some more than others) and my maternal instincts come in and I want to nurture and love them..I am a loyal, loving, compassionate, intelligent, committed young woman with many great traits and a beautiful soul. I just have not found the other soul that will appreciate me completely..I hope that I can help others that feel like they will never be good enough or with a past of hurt..it's not you. It's the wrong people that you attract. I am proud of what I have gone through because I am a warrior. I hope you are proud of yourself too.

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