I had a brain scan etc and it was normal.

Before I see actual "People" or "flies and spiders", they are like waves. Recently when I was stressed out and texting my dad that he has connections with god etc and I don't believe in god. He sent it to my mom and my mom sent it to my psychologist.. Delusions I guess and saw things on the corner of my eyes. That's after the "Shadow people". I don't even know what comes first but I'll give more insight... I'd talk to the pdoc like you said. I'm sure it's not a tumour but it would be a huge relief to know. Idk if Ireland has the health care where you can easily get scanned with a few days of waiting time.

Usually happens when I wake up or walking to or from school. I'd see dead old people, have a newspaper page right in front of me and I read it but it doesn't make any sense, that time I punched my step dad and he fell on the floor and turned into my mom and disappeared, waking up to my sister zombified watching me sleep and she disappears or when she's looking at me limping across the room. People crossing the road far away. I have no idea that it's not real. I would start to talk and she disappears.

Before I was on medication at 16, I was talking to my mom. She was in the edge of my bed and there was no hope in hell that I would realize that she was not real.

It got to the point where there was like 10-20 people in my room and hearing voices of them and I was told that a lot of my voices were about Ireland. If I talk to people, they'd leave after I said something and they disappear when I turn my back. My grandmother was organizing my book shelf and she lives 1000km+ away.

Increase of psychosis for me is when the Concerta wears off, staying awake for two days, stress from school, drinking too much coffee or even low dose benzos.

Abilify works great and it always has until it wasn't enough I guess.

The fact that I can't have conversations at times and I pause and say "ya never mind I lost my thought.." Is weird because it never happened before. Maybe I have brain damage from the benzos but it's getting better I think. I'm taking triple strength fish oil every day. Maybe I'll notice in years but I'm still going to take them.

Benzos increased my voices but I'm certain that 90 of them increased the psychosis and it was already bad.

I usually hear voices when going to bed half of the time. They're so quiet.

But weed? Completely bypasses what ever the Abilify does and bang.. Psychosis and laughing at a thought that people say because the brain changed how I hear it. The word salad scared the crap out of me.