I just got off work and pulled up me email on my phone. Do you know what I saw? An email saying I had a Facebook message from that same group that shunned me, bullied me and possibly sent me gorilla poop in the mail via a horrible revenge service called Poopsenders. Apparently, I've been "invited" to a group on a site called Chatango.

I almost flipped out. My stomach knotted up. These people and the events that transpired around both them and me caused me to have a mental breakdown, to the point of checking into a psych hospital for an evaluation.

I....want to think the best of people, and part of me is curious as to what this group on Chatango is about. But at the same time, I seriously don't want to fall victim to anything.

Part of me wants to scream and yell and curse them for what happened, yet another part just wants to forgive and move away from that anger.

I'm at a total loss as to what part of me is trying to direct me towards the right path. Any ideas?