Almeda, I'm sorry you are feeling so bad right now.

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I haven't felt this bad in a long time. I just want to leave work and go home, get in bed and stay there.

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I feel this way sometimes also. Sometimes that's just what I do after work and I think that's ok. Could you find something comforting to do afterwork this week? This is different for everyone...excersize, a walk, hot bath, a movie.

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almeda24fan said:I just feel like everything is a mess with me. My marriage is declining fast on my end of things,.

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I'm really sorry to hear this. Could you talk to your H about how you feel? If you can't do that yet, could it be a topic for T this week?

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almeda24fan said:I can't even face T on Wednesday. I was so happy last week and now the reality of everything is hitting me.

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I hope that you go on Wednesday. I know you've had some really great sessions lately. Maybe you can share some of what you just told us with your T.
Take care of yourself.