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Originally Posted by Nimitri
Might we ask what is the relationship with your sister? A little background? But regardless, yes, you need to put space for your health and hers when the person is causing you so much anger and resentment. It's poisoning you and it's a destructive circle.
I had similar feelings like that against my father and my brothers. Resentment, exaperation, that what they did and say hurt me so much, so with my mother we started a small program called Ho'oponopono to just let go and stop hurting us also.
It might help.
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we have never really been close but as the years go by she drifts further and further away. We were both sexually abused by dads dad and I was emotionally and verbally abused by dad but she was physically abused by him a few times plus the others...
but she got over it and is magically better now, also denies anything ever happened (by the way I think she is just hiding it all and burrying it deep inside) so she thinks I should be 'fine' too and also says I am just making everything all up - but the mind and memories and flashbacks and nightmares don't lie... right??
when I am at my parents and she comes over she barely acknowledges me. if she calls my parents house phone when I am there and I answer she refuses to talk to me... she talks to my bro's gf more than me!
I don't know... sometimes I honestly wish I was adopted, I have been the odd one out since I was born, never been included. I am the middle child too which doesn't help
I just give up and she has been attacking me on fb through PM's and I've just stopped reading them.. praying that other people will hurry up and PM me to push her msgs off the screen on my phone!
just can't do it anymore. I wish I was never born.