I think I felt similar. I thought, well I'm missing seeing, her, but I miss seeing her even when I am seeing her (in between sessions). I also felt that my stirred up emotions had settled down during our overlong break (it felt overlong to me). I asked myself, do I really want to go back to that? The answer was yes as I think it has helped me so much, and also therapy has taken away an aloneness that I didn't realise I had.