thank you petunia...... i'm so sorry for your losses too...... losing one brother was so hard, i cant even imagine losing another one. haven't talked to a t because i am chicken to go to one although i keep saying i'm gonna....... usually i can deal with it ok but sometimes it just hits me real hard and i miss him sooo much. he was a special person.

i like your suggestion and thought of something to do in eddy's honor......... when i was little he taught me the song "where have all the flowers gone" and i want to try to learn it again so i can sing it for him whenever the family gets together.

thank you again...... ((((((((petunia))))))))

p.s. yeah, i wish i could erase that image and never see it again but its not so easy. i wish you could erase yours too......