Yep, same for me. I have a hard time accepting care from anyone, not just from my T, though I constantly crave for acceptance and attention. Sometimes it's very strange, finally getting what I want and feeling that it's too much for me to handle. I try to put up a wall, to distance myself, to run away. It's that fear of rejection, and some kind of belief that no one in the whole world would care for me. And even if they do, they are probably just pretending.