I had a horrible time learning to accept my T's compassionate care, even though it's what I had always wanted. For me, the trouble to accept was fear of eventual rejection or abandonment, as well as feeling like I did not deserve this good treatment. It took a long while before I was finally able to accept T's care and it was overwhelming to deal with it many times. Now that I do accept it, I can see it was so worth the battle!
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