My heart is completely broken! I've been at this for so long and see nothing more I can do... don't know what else TO DO! Last argument I was called a piece of ****, a ***** and that I was the worst person in the world because I refused to get into an argument at 2 am when he'd been drinking. I'm tired of being yelled at. I'm tired of arguing. I'm tired of being talked to like I'm worthless. I'm tired of having to pick up after someone that doesn't care about anything but themselves. I'm tired of only being important when someone what's to "relieve their tensions". We have three children and he's made it abundantly clear that if we were to divorce he'd make sure that the children would not be with me... even though, he's not a capable father and is violent and impatient. I'd leave but we're broke and cannot afford a divorce. I'm at my wit's end... I can't go to the abused spouse place because they have a curfew and I work nights, not to mention the kiddos and no one to help me take care of them... I'm so screwed! Hopeless... I can't do this any more!!