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I have surgery on Wednesday, and near the area that they will be operating on has 2 decent cuts. The last time I cut was Thursday morning, but I keep picking at them and reopening them. And to be honest, I feel the urge to cut more because of stuff going on. My surgeon is my obgyn, and she's aware of the SH, so I don't think it'll be a problem. But I was honest with the pre op nurse during my pre op testing on Friday that I'm a cutter and do have SI, so I just worry about the other nurses and staff's reaction.