well, i dont actually think i have schizophrenia, but i know that whatever i do have is connected to schizophrenia as i am very very similar to my family members who have been dxd (and i also wonder if they were like me and just didnt fit any label, either).

i know i dont fit any disorder, and that is annoying... i know that people always just assumed that i was psychotic because i am difficult to understand, awkward... i was interested in the parts on the list about getting hyper and walking excessively... i did that... i had states that were like mania but were not like mania...

*******it, i just want to be able to say what i have! oh well... if there were a name for it...