I want to talk to you about the sibling you used to see. I want to tell you how what he's doing and what he says affects me. I'm scared he wants to come see you again and I can't deal with that. I would leave. For good. I would break my own heart and walk away from you if you started seeing him. I can't even talk to you about his role in my life because I fear you'll think of him as a client again and how you can help him. Jealousy it may be, and however much it doesn't make sense I wish you had never met him in a clinical setting. Or at all. I can't leave him out of our relationship and it hurts. It hurts that I feel like I can't talk about him to you anymore because I'm jealous. I hate this feeling.