Pdoc and i have been looking for new ap for me for months. Getting tired of being a guinea pig. Havent had a full blown mania in a long time but remember fondly until the crash. Some how coping without ap idk how but i am. Things have to get better right? My fiance grounds me for the most part and may be why i havent gone full blown manic. But not everyone is that lucky and i know that. Be good to yourself. This is important. You count always remember that when things get tough!