Usually I really don't think I'm missing out on life but he world is amazing. Don't give up hope. You are so strong mentally like other posters here. Sometimes The previous reminder is fading away, not enough reassurance to be content so I How the hell can I work in the medical field when I'm completely cognitively impaired at this time anyways. I'm not taking the cogentin. I have to accept that this #Schizlife is real but I don't think that I'll ever will nut there's red pain on tiles why meet someone from idk