Thank you for replying that sounds rough, do you find yourself getting fed up of trying cause to me that sounds draining always having to be attentive and on form. I know people with the condition who have a safe version of themselves where they try to focus so intensely on someone to the point they become hyperfocused on them... Which never ends well once it wears off not to mention it is draining for them to be the best they can be all the time.

I defo empathise with you i can only try and understand what it is like through these forums instead of personal experience.

Thank you again for sharing that

Claire