I'm drinking iced tea. It makes me think about the Atlantic Ocean... dark blue waves, across the pond you know I've never been to Europe. There's too much noise in my mind, a cacophony... I'm trying to check my typing because I'm sure the typoes thing annoys people I've rewritten this like three times **** it....

There's this dot at the corner of my eye, not a literal one that I can see... It's just that it's there and it's a demon dot and well I'm getting sick of it talking to me. I'm annoyed. Get the flu shot don't get sick! And don't get shot either, unless it's a shot of rum but don't be an alcoholic that's not a good move. Moving around the walls in my mind I keep finding new places I haven't been before and everyone wonders why I stay in my house so often.... There's a lot of work I have to do in dimensions not my own that I can't really move through with my physical body so I have to astral project to get there and that means quiet. Not moving either. I can't control it though everything stops moving on its own...

****ing demon dot that is so not what I needed tonight. It's like well my bathroom is dirty **** I'm dirty but taking a shower I forgot again and I took my meds so I'll be too sleepy to do it without falling. Calling up a number I dialed in. Why do people ask why? It's as if they expect a real answer for the mystery of the human experience and why everyone does what they do... No answers. Theories are all we've got...