Dear MC,
I know you're trying to focus on H and I instead of just me. I get it. We're in marriage counseling, not individual LT counseling. But it still stung a little when you switched the topic from me being worried about the care plan. We ended up with a productive session discussing what I perceive as my "role" in the marriage, the "anxious, needy one," as you said, with my H more as the "supporter." I think we're supposed to discuss more on his role next week. So yeah, it was productive and good, and that's what I said in my e-mail to you. But I really hope this isn't you putting up more boundaries. I know I'm doing a bit better than a couple weeks ago, but I still need support. You help me in ways that T doesn't and can't, for whatever reason. I can't bring this up to you because it will just look like I'm seeking reassurance. But please don't be pulling away, OK? We can mostly focus on the marriage (and maybe the parenting thing) for a bit. But I just want to know you're still there if I need you. Yeah, you're my marriage counselor, but I think you realize that you're a bit more than that to me...