Only when severely manic does my temper become out of control and sometimes even hysterical. Hypomania sometimes equals *****y but I can usually keep the irritation and anger at bay.
However, when I was psychotic, I believed I heard and therefore obeyed the voice of God. My psychiatrist is quick to remind me of women who have committed monstrosities because they heard the voice of God telling them to do things. I don't think I could ever hurt another human, only myself, but it is very scary to think.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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