My pdoc recently put me back on prozac and I don't really know if it is doing it's job. I'm not majorly depressed, but I'm feeling emotionally and physically numb. Life isn't going to ever get better. I have nothing to look forward too. Being awake is excruciating. I can't find anything to occupy me and I haven't the energy anyway. My anxiety is out the roof. Life just seems like a meaningless loop. I feel like my only purpose in life right now is to be here for my son. Honestly, I don't even know where my relationship with my husband stands. Too many things said that cannot be undone. My thoughts are ever changing and I feel like the walls are closing in, like I can't breathe. I feel useless and a waste of life. Do you ever feel like life is as good as it is going to get and it's just not good enough? I feel like my world is fixing to implode.