I can't seem to keep healthy relationships personal or on business. It's like I have this invisible sign that says "Run as fast and as far away from me as you can". I'm pretty down too earth... Nobody else notices or gives me time to realize that I'm not a phony or a fake. I don't understand it. I would really like it if someone just told me straight to my face... Then I wouldn't have so many paranoid thoughts of what their thinking about me