I feel you on this.... I'm having a panic attack. It's been a month since I went out of work for emotional distress, mental anguish, and depression. I am 40, and have a work place bully. No one to have my back, or to believe me. Alienated from everyone now thanks to that narcissist.. I just don't want the stares and whispers. Alone and afraid with no one to assure me.. I have to face it sooner or later.