I'm just going to point out that as someone who is constantly psychotic in some form or another(this is based on what my treatment team and people who are close to me say), I never know I'm psychotic until it gets pointed out to me and I don't believe it when it's pointed out but I am able to acknowledge that I am thinking differently than most people do, that's about as much insight as I have. I'm not saying you're psychotic, I'm just saying that people who are truly psychotic don't go around saying, "I think I'm psychotic right now".