I've never visited this part of the forum before because I was so manic when I joined this website.

I am now horribly depressed. My hefty, recent weight gain is making it worse. I can't shower, shave, or take care of myself. I wear my pajamas all day. I don't want to see my friends or family. I can't get myself to do anything once enjoyable, like drawing, writing, crocheting, video games...I need to clean my room and bathroom but I don't care enough to do so. I am taking a lot of naps. I'm happy in my sleep because I have the ability of lucid dreaming. It is my happy escape from my miserable life.

Just wanted to complain.